bought new goggles yesterday! have now upgraded to speedo from aquapro, hurrah! =D you're on your way to Cool and Pro, ms!
in other news, feeling of loss and loneliness persists. itinery for today consists of watching minority report in the blessed morning silence (BLESSED!! hallelujah!) over toast and milo, some mooning around, then called juli and got her to help me borrow SAT books from school lib, then hauled my ass off to school to collect it. even disguised myself in sch uniform. then spent a substantial part of my youth trying to photocopy the whole princeston review SAT book and finally gave up after 1 paper.
then trooped down to recce the newandimproved! island creamery, where reversO beckoned but in a fine display of admirable self discipline i managed to overcome the incredible temptation and got the teh tarik scoop instead.
bad choice, should have stuck with reversO.
then mooned around for like an hour, and this is the good part: i was SO close to going down to dfac to just take a peek at the campfire. so, so, close.
loneliness makes me one pathetic shit. in the end decided would never forgive self if i relented, so went town instead to meet emily. in the end settled down at my new home Borders, furnished and ready to move in, and attacked the practice papers. then the same security guard that checked whether i was dead yesterday told me i was not allowed to copy notes from the books there. was too embarrassed to explain that i wasn't copying notes, i was just recording personal feedback to selected questions brought up, and that as an overworked and underpaid pre-undergraduate J3 semi-student, the hell i can't do that!
but i just laughed nervously and shuffled away, thank goodness.