by grace of james blunt, bad mocha, ass-freezing cold and a confusing talk about the difference between facts and truth, truth and Truth, history and History, i feel much better now :]
enlightened by weileong. have been thinking in a too narrow perspective all along. instead of fretting that can't find goodbye my lover mp3 or you're beautiful mp3, should have thought beyond these intellectual blocks of single songs and download entire album through bittorrent! =D which i did, and made me feel all peaceful today, much platonic love to wl! (just in case someone else's reading heehee)
also much love to chiobu and seekie for the entire cao cao album and bad day and more james blunt XD saved my soul yesterday night.
called best friend this morning to make sure she's still alive and not depressed over love life and family. have not talked for so long. sigh. bittersweet feeling whenever i talk to shim, always happy to be talking to her, but also always feel that that shouldn't be the case cos we should be talking so often that it's not uncommon. is personal opinion that she doesn't need a boyfriend who's such a control freak over her friends, since she's under enough control by her family already. but of course, it's just a best friend's opinion, who am i to critisise. if he ever hurts her i'm going to make him so, so sorry, somehow.
also arranged semi-gumi outing on monday. wc cmi, so dunno... just to meet up with yiting and za, cos haven't seen them for... so freaking long.
going kAyaKiNg! tmr~~~ tralala~! then am going malaysia travel fair to try settling the tioman trip. yay! go tioman! :D wants to go KL too but this month must must must do 1 more camp!!
also heard from shimmie then mother today about the j1 guy who killed himself over a small dick. should not be amused and rolling on the floor laughing, but cannot help it XD is too funny. guys have really screwed up priorities... you don't see girls with aa boobs jumping off buildings everywhere, yah? girls are smart enough to know that there are things called iMplAnTs, gee.
bummed around with emily and got from her the remainder of qaf. is estatic and will rush off now to savour more brian/justin love XDDDDD
love to emily for waking me up :) i feel so much better...
