hello blog, it's been more than one freakin year since i've bothered with another one of you sad manifestation of humankind's inner exhibitionist. could never sustain the updates, because it feels a hell lot like homework. that you don't want to do. like all those weekly chinese letter writing and bi-weekly chinese newspaper reports and those also bi-weekly chinese essays in sec school. cripes...
i'm writing cos i like the blog's name. bitemynails... describes me. whenever i'm in front of my comp i bite my nails, whenever you see me stoning i'm thinking of biting my nails, whenever i sleep i dream of biting my nails. kidding. (also, just for information, the acct name is bitemytoenails. ((because bitemynails's already taken)) and i love peeling my toenails. haven't tried biting before.)
and cos life's been lonely enough lately that i feel pathetic enough to whine to my computer. (don't misunderstand, darling, i love you just fine, and this does not spell anything bad for our marriage, really. look! 6 years and going strong! we're gonna be alright, babe.) guys in army throwing grenades, girls in office throwing tantrums, meet once every two weeks to throw our money away... and somehow it's only me who ends up with $2.41 left in her bank acct. figures.
met a cool bunch of people at work, but i get this feeling that they're too cool for me. joined inno about one and a half months ago, should be considered quite experienced already, but somehow still manages to screw up every single camp. still relying on buddy and other trainers to wipe my ass for me, it depresses me everytime i think about it. feel stressed every time i go for camp.
also because of one other person who's bugging the hell out of me. can't stop thinking about it and it pisses me off. it's like a sine curve rollercoaster. just climbed out of one rut to the top, and i'm tipping over again. and i'm not sure i like that kind of stress. blahh.
this will prob be my camp log from now on until... whenever i quit. ailin, cheryl and lib joining, i heard. hope huijie will still be around by that time sia. babe flying off to the other side of the world, sheryl too... this is really where jc life ends. i'm going to count every week i have with them... think there's kayaking this weekend, hopefully there'll be more people than like, the last time.
