talked much to huijie today about things that have been plaguing me for a while. money, friends, life, school, relationships... felt v good to get things out. am glad that there's someone else who realises how easy we're having it, that we don't have to worry about not having enough money to go to U. been thinking a bit after the small talk i had with germaine the other day, and it's always surprising how you don't realise how much your parents have done for you, until you found out they haven't.
lethargy persists. still not interested in anything. popped by town today to meet pple who just broke camp, but it didn't do anything for me. only felt more stress somehow. then went to rot in borders again. have to study SATs.
highlight of day was discovered the meatball marinara sub, which i hope will fill up the void that the seafood sub had left in my life. i miss you so much, sweetheart.
need more music in my life. waiting for yihui to book out and send me Bad Day, which i can't get out of my head. also thinks james blunt will suit my mood now. mood deteriorates cos cannot find place to download james blunt.
