...back from 23-26 mgs kaizen. very tired but less tired than i should be. 8 days down, 6 more to go. just reached home at like, 7pm. am still unsure whether or not to go dfac later. camp tmr is report at 6.30 morning, wtf.
mixed feelings about camp, mixed feelings about kids. most probably because i think i could have done better if i'd been more awake. was already peh like crazy on first day, tried to teach as many cheers as i could, but kids were so peh also, then i sort of didn't bother.
a very different sort of camp. maybe because it's kaizen. first time experiencing girls sec school, it turned out quite as expected. school was hyper. group could cheer but most are very very pampered. had to teach how to clean tables and toilets, they were more willing to do after somebody demos i think... one thing that made me happy is to see the girls getting used to dirtiness, it's like a huge objective completed. proud of many of my girls, though a few of them are just plain irritating. spoiled, selfish, pampered.
also felt out of sync with the other trainers and the matrix. screwed up big on no man's land, really need to be more attentive and less scatter-brained.
taught the they say in YLTC cheer to group for campfire item. bah. highlight of camp i think was rafting. of all things.
buddy was eveleen, very easy going and cute, but i don't feel we have much chemistry. still, nice buddy :) come to think of it, i don't think i've had one buddy that i can really click with before. hmm.
thoughts are getting shorter. truncated. sleepy. go dfac?
