i have one leg in my coffin already, but the prospect of 3 days (3 days! not hours!) of homeslacking makes me accidentally lose the lid and nails. it's really like what i tell the kids... you have to go through the worst before you learn to appreciate what you have. ms's comfort zone has expanded to include back to back camps, ole~!
my ass.
will never do back to back again. was totally goner for this camp. no energy to do cheers at all. but is weirdly one of the camps that ended off on a high note cos taught billy banja for campfire item and we did it again with buddy group during final debrief. am the only group that taught billy banja, thank whoever's upstairs.
knew from first day that this camp would be a Learning Experience and it didn't disappoint. this is the first time kena sec school group that don't listen and challenge the trainer... reminded me a little of rvps. 'let's do it, the GROWN UP way!'
first day was a whole day of stress. screwed up bus boarding in the morning and everything went downhill from there. damn blur cock. in the evening even idham had to step in... would have preferred if it ended there but other trainers kept stepping in after it was broadcasted that i was having trouble. knew they meant well but i really could have handled it myself. just needed to adjust expectations and methods.
on the whole camp still ended well. didn't had chance to do much debrief cos group's attention span was shorter than a fly's. but it seemed like almost everyone enjoyed the camp so that's good. group was crazy about water. kept wanting to go inside until even i sian already.
even so can see improvement from beginning to last day, so hopefully i accomplished something. am too shagged to blog as usual. seems like i haven't been un-tired for a very long time. will have chance to sleep more than 5 hours today, hurrah~!
