Wednesday, September 27, 2006

4:15 PM

just finished watching Imagine Me and You. god, bawled my eyes out at the end when they climbed onto the taxis.

a really beautiful fairytale.

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

12:19 AM

ailin flew off tonight to england.

it's sad to see another friend fly, even though it's the start of another part of their lives.

but it wasn't as bad this time, because the hardest one to let go is already gone.

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Monday, September 25, 2006

12:10 AM

just sent best friend off to london.

didn't think i'll feel so down. thought it'll be like sending the other girls off.

but am really quite sad now.

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

3:02 PM

found this quote while going through yawningbread.org:

The problem with moral righteousness is that zealots think that their values are so self-evidently true, they do not require critical examination, nor limits.

i've been very much inclined to think of our government as a collection of bureaucratic zealots recently.

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

1:16 AM

third successful polo training *bliss*

it feels so good to get something right. re-inspired XD

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

7:01 PM

i have this problem of forming strong attachment to inanimate objects.

my crab, for one. i lost it last year during prom, and after i realised i lost it i wailed, banged my pillow, called the hotel, faxed over a lost and found, offered a reward, went down personally to be unreasonable, inflicted myself on friends and cried over the last picture hj took of it.

and yesterday i've lost my bright yellow bottle, which i adore, and i'm in pieces cause i don't know where to find the cleaners in the bloody big school. it really really disturbs me to think of it in the bin, or some sweaty ugly guy/powder-smothered girl using it.

and i can't concentrate on my work and i feel like shit.

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1:52 AM

downloaded new skin. someone please tell me how to concentrate on schoolwork, and how to add in the date/time etc that's appearing all wrong...

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

2:36 AM

what does it show when someone posts three entries in less than the same number of hours? what does it imply when you find little quizzes all over friends' blogs that your life is revolving around right now? that i have a common kind of life? oh well, yes, i guess.

Hotness - Hotness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. This indicates that you are mostly into having an attractive partner. You prefer to date around, and don't usually get attached. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

i'm actually less superficial than i thought! that's a good sign. for the first time chatted with best friend about relationships. other than the other time when i confessed about confessions, oh that was disastrous, it was like she saw me apart from her primary school impression for the first time. it went something like this:

me: so actually today in lecture i told xxx that i like him.
shimmie: ...huh?
me: is that all? huh?
shimmie: huh? are you sure?
me: duh? if not i tell for what.
shimmie: ...you mean you know what liking is? liking like, liking? it's a guy?

for someone i have known for longer than my siblings, her irritatingness can still be surprising. then that day at macs we went on to bash her exboyfriend, exadmirer and mutual excrush.

don't really like to talk about these things, but recently had a lot of stuff to get out of the system. and i don't know, it's like trying to get closer before drifting apart. really apart. in two more weeks she'll be half the world away.

nothing else to say. stuck. very hard to imagine, even though we're not as close as we were. how is distance measured anyway?

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12:38 AM

Jay Chou's new album is devastating. he has never been this uninspiring. heck, even the album name's wrong. i should never have viciously suppressed my initial violent reaction of who the HECK calls his album still fantasy following something like 十一月的蕭邦. i was never one of the fantasy worshippers, but the new one doesn't even measure up.

there are a few songs that are nice, not super everlasting stuck in ears nice but an easy nice. the chinese and latin sounding ones. the only two i really like are the two collaborations, the mtvs are also like, SUPER.

meh, love transferred to 小豬. he's so adorable XDDDDD

oh, speaking of adorable, met the cutest girl ever on tuesday. finished bathing and came out of cubicle and got a little shock, cos saw this guy walking in, but because of successful immersion in inno, mind took 0.001s to process that it's actually a girl. she sat there and looked tired and pissed off and supercute XDDDDDD later found out she's from biathlon. darn, should have joined.

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12:13 AM

Day - Time Collapsed at Doorstep - Because

Monday - 12.00 - Meeting: of deciding amount to surrender to inefficient humanitarian cause
Tuesday - 12.25 - Canoe polo: repeatedly practises drowning self
Wednesday - n/a - Was collapsed in bed whole day
Thursday - 12.30 - Canoe polo: repeatedly practises breaking own fingers catching balls
Friday - 8.30 - Skipped Mac 101 seminar

all above timings evidently in am except Friday. am past state of self-pity although languished there for much time. cannot muster sympathy for friends and aquaintances, passers-by and doorknobs, all who had to entertain my much justified complaints. does not agree with emily who says with characteristic and beastly bluntness (and untruth!) that i brought this upon myself.

orbituary and tombstones prophecies on class blog are coincidences:

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

of course, can never be as appropriate as KJ's. i'm sure even before his timely death he will be missed by many a local transsexual prostitute.

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Sunday, September 10, 2006

11:59 PM

i always knew writing was a ROTTEN thing. finally submitted my unit one essay, in which i wrote a thousand words trying to prove the existence of myself.

like i couldn't TELL.

wrote about 8 drafts on more than 5 separate ideas and threw them all away. writing is the only subject that can make me feel like i'm the most complete failure ever born. i hate it when people try to tell me i don't suck.

maybe i should take up taichi.

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