what does it show when someone posts three entries in less than the same number of hours? what does it imply when you find little quizzes all over friends' blogs that your life is revolving around right now? that i have a common kind of life? oh well, yes, i guess.
Hotness
- Hotness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. This indicates that you are mostly into having an attractive partner. You prefer to date around, and don't usually get attached.
i'm actually less superficial than i thought! that's a good sign. for the first time chatted with best friend about relationships. other than the other time when i confessed about confessions, oh that was disastrous, it was like she saw me apart from her primary school impression for the first time. it went something like this:
me: so actually today in lecture i told xxx that i like him. shimmie: ...huh? me: is that all? huh? shimmie: huh? are you sure? me: duh? if not i tell for what. shimmie: ...you mean you know what liking is? liking like, liking? it's a guy?
for someone i have known for longer than my siblings, her irritatingness can still be surprising. then that day at macs we went on to bash her exboyfriend, exadmirer and mutual excrush.
don't really like to talk about these things, but recently had a lot of stuff to get out of the system. and i don't know, it's like trying to get closer before drifting apart. really apart. in two more weeks she'll be half the world away.
nothing else to say. stuck. very hard to imagine, even though we're not as close as we were. how is distance measured anyway?
