wasted an afternoon reading a straight fic. it's a reflection of how much i don't want to study. but am repenting. will finish entire unit 3 essay tonight to make up for non-productivity, never mind that i've not yet written a single word.
also, mum just went zipping off to thailand with aunts and a husband (of the aunt). until sunday. mum is going to buy stock. and shop. aunts and husband are going to shop. without me. who desperately needs shopping. daughter and niece slogging for exams and they go shopping. where is the family love and supportive environment for the child??