things change so suddenly. like two weeks ago my great grandma was teaching me how to use the rice cooker and two days ago they said she was going to die anytime. we have to do paperwork on whether to resuscitate her if her heart fails. can you imagine it? paperwork to say whether you'll let your mother/grandmother/greatgrandmother die. everyone's asking everyone else whether they should sign it.
she can't sleep, she's always thirsty but they don't let her drink water, she can't talk properly. i remember last year she was fine, she could walk by herself everywhere, go downstairs chat with her friends, she and my grandad could always yell at each other, and i think it makes her very sad to not be able to do those things anymore. i don't want her to keep waiting to die, but i don't want her to die either.
