completed: 4 papers mon: 1pm democratic possibilities 24 hr take home exam/5pm marketing tues: 1pm management science/5pm business law
studied: since last sunday, non-stop, at chatterbox (usp lounge)
home: visited on the occassion to utilize washing machine
bathed: at src swimming pool, lifeguard looks at me strangely every morning
almost: died. figuratively.
sick: last wednesday at night; fever, was cold even wearing five layers, eyelids were squeezed shut because eyeballs were popping out
food: subway and free raffles hall dinner from jun yi
brother: lost front bottom 2 teeth
sister: weighing 58kg as of today
feeling: free. gloating.
pissed off: got B for philo essay
going to argue with: philo tutor
who is: too retarded to understand me
fatalistic about: training
song: all i ask of you
want to watch: spider lily (upcoming movie), phantom of the opera (sheryl su come back and watch with me!!)
misses: overseas friends and best friend, all of whom am too lazy to actually get in touch with. but still miss much.
guilty: think of great grandma only occassionally.
tuition: managing. teaching 3 now.
sad: alex's dog is dying.
can't help: love for dogs. even if i can't have one, even though i gave away one, even if i don't know whether i really still miss her now, or if it's something i tell myself i should feel. 8 years and going now, i can't be still sad about it.
wonders: where she is, if she's still alive, if she'll still recognize me.
i remember most: penoe colo! woken up by the most adorable alarm clock crabby's tail getting pulled "you're staying here? in chatterbox??!" "siao!" "where you bathe?" vibrator condoms, disposable rings, battery operated?, army stock leaking. in the midst of doing 24hr exam. mistaking small square flat ribena pastille packets for something else "what? why are they giving away condoms in welfare packs?!" planning to go to mongolia and tibet and backpack back to singapore in 7 days doing the 24hr exam. and the aftermath. "he has 4 pages single spaced. i have two, double spaced." eunice's massages Emo Day emoemoemoemoemoemoemo... literally pulled out of bed by the leg honey milk bubble tea warm fuzzy feeling waking up to work, falling asleep to work being productive gabriel's gnorrhea (sp) spreading through inflatable sex dolls. both not his. being walked in on while changing waiting for guy to be embarrassed and apologize, but he just said "can lend me your shampoo and soap?" iRack "it's called the iHouse!" "but there're no windows!" "that's the whole point!! ahahahahah!!!" waking up in morning to exchange witty unpleasantries with the chem group on the other hand... i still have five fingers. "we're going to china!" "yay!" "yay!" "yay!" irritating gaurav, talking with him makes me so happy freezing aircon
awaiting continuation as life at chatterbox continues to unfold with newfound buddies. also, realised as i was writing memorable list that sex is a prominent topic in our daily interaction. realised after i realised that that it's because the overnight chatterbox residents are all guys except me. can't belive i have camped there for so long.
