just realised that the beautiful, angry, hurt and betrayed song by dixie chicks that i posted the lyrics of a few days ago was not talking about a broken relationship. i felt i totally related because it so fits my family, about not being able to back down, and being mad as hell and all that.
THEN it turns out that it's actually talking about dixie chicks' political controversy when they were boycotted and flamed for criticizing Bush on London soil. this SO spoils the song for me, ANGRY.