Not for the first time I wonder if I should stop striving to be good at something I'm not, and start concentrating on something I don't suck at, not totally.
Everytime I think along these lines I'm confronted with a few truths about myself: - I'm not good at many things, or extremely good at anything - I don't want to give up without becoming good at what I'm not good at
And I end up being unhappy, either ways. Why don't I ever learn.
